Parents are the only persons in this world who are ready to sacrify their everything for betterment of their kids and never feel jealous of their kids' progress. A father is role model to give courage guide ways to success and daily surmons of advices preeching the good ways to see a good and balanced living as a man of your family. He has secretly cried for you several times after punishing you to correct he also has bloomed internally seeing you not only positioned in a good job but also as CAPTAIN OF THE SHIP when he retired. Fathers dont share all those happiness but swallow & fly like know you make him feel THE BEST SON I bet YOU CONTENDED HIM releasing his burdens and let him fly free. Thats the best RETURN ON INVESTMENT a son can give back to a father. Now SUTHA look forward ONLY to become a father like him and follow improved steps to your decendants. He will shower on you all his blessings as angel from the sky. Look forward only. Good luck friend!! We are 4U too.
My deepest condolences to you and your family.