Hi Appa, I just felt like talking to you. I miss you so much and I feel like I have so much to tell you. Yesterday I hit my personal best on the bench-press. I pushed myself so hard to do this and I never gave up even after failing so much and leaving the gym in a really bad mood. I have been going gym so consistently and I have lost so much weight and it's like my depression killer. I feel so happy to be in the gym. I wish you were here next to me witnessing me progress in the gym. After all what is a greater joy than your own son grow stronger and shaping into more of a man? I have got your height genes and its mad because everyone tells me how you was tall as well. I wish i could see you and amma together. I heard so many stories from cinna akka and periya amma about how much you respect women. I would have loved to see the way you love amma and us living comfortably. I guess we wasn't blessed enough. Me and amma miss you so much that I can't even express it through words. Everyday I wish I could feel how it is to have a father and go through all the happiness and even problems but yeah its fine. My studies are also going good and I have exams in May. I hope you give your blessings. I love you so much Appa. I will talk to you soon. Amma just came in and is shouting haha. I would have loved to see you guys argue. I miss you appa.