My dearest Periamami, I was so sure that I will be able to come see you and spend time with you can when you are with us. I am so shock you are really gone. I am having trouble processing that. Who is going to call me about 20 times so I will pick up the phone. Last time I talked to you 2 weeks ago, you were tired, but still gave me the recipe to cook புழுக்கஞ்சி for my stomach. Your mind was so crisp at all time. I am going to miss you terribly. Who am I going call when I have questions? Mami, why you have to go so soon? I am sure now you can chat with Ayya, Periayya, Sinnaiyya and Papa sinnaiyya. Love you so so much. UVA Uva. Pathma