Dearest Bavah Akka, Losing a parent is never easy, more so when it is your mother. The individual you would have shared all your hearts content with is no longer around. No words uttered will console the pain of the loss. Take heart that your mother is no longer in pain and that she has gone back to the Lord. May her onward journey be a blessed one. My condolences to you, your siblings and your families. Om Namashivayah.