Today, I don’t know why I am sad and crying for a gentleman, Panchu Appappa. who I never met him in person. Maybe, all the stories my grandmother told me about Panchu Appappa made me feel sad. May be the letter he wrote me when I passed in O/L exam with all distinctions made me feel sad. The letter was not just as typical letter as congratulating someone, but it was more than that. I found Panchu appappa communicated some wise advices on his letter in a very nice way that a teenager can’t racist. With those wise advices, I found Panchu appappa did what my grandfather would do if he was alive. May be all the personal helps he did to my mom and aunty. I will never forget appappa. There were weeks that I missed calling my family in Trinco, but according to my family In Trinco Panchu Appappa called every single week until he was seriously ill. The love and care he gave to my family, especially after we lost our grandmother, certainly helped my family to recover from the loss of my grandmother. I doubt I would find such a beautiful soul again. Rest In Peace Panchu Appappa. We lost an another good heart thinking about our family. From Sivagurupillai Family.