Hi ThaTha, It's Anithra, thankachi, I've been thinking about you loads and loads over the past few can't believe you've still hasn't completely sunk in that I won't see your handsome face again. Thank you so much for everything. For all the memories you've given me and for your unconditional love. You have always represented a strong sturdy man to me, like a fierce tree with a stable foundational trunk. I know it's a strange analogy but that's how I always viewed you, like a second dad. I never thought of you as 'old' because you always had so much energy and passion and you were so independent and took care of others so well that it never really struck me that you were , what I'm trying to say is that I love you so so so much, you were amazing even up until your last years, you were so strong and so inspirational, you were always so happy and positive(apart from when amma would annoy you haha she loves to shout) and also just cool and living your life how you wanted to. I'm sorry for all the times I was a pain when you lived with us and for any bratty behaviour, I've grown loads since then and you will always be a role model to me. I remember you taking us around Nallur on your motorbike, going to the cinema with you in SL, going for walks with you in SL, Nallur Thiravalar, making Puttu and potato poriyal with you and sivajini chithi, you catching a mouse from the bathroom(that's when i remember thinking WOW what a man), you telling me sesame oil will make my hair straight when i was upset for having frizzy curly hair and also you telling me that Fair N Lovely might work and buying me a whole like 50 unit pack, I also remember you crying at some rare times and witnessing your true pure soul when you wouldn't understand why some others would do certain things because you treated everyone so well .