Oh Kumar! its one of the most difficult loses in our life to see our beloved father leave us for ever and depart. Your are smartman with great strengths as always seen and with the grace of the almighty you will gain strength to withstand this UNSOLVEABLE CRISIS in your live. Only way to dilute its worst effects is to think that you are also a father and your children are behind you waiting receive what you received frkm your lost fathet so bravely become like your father following his foot steps which leads to installing him in you and hence he lives in your soul always to talk with you whenever you need his love affection and guidance. Your father was so GIFTED and blessed to have a son like you to have received 3your continued love and affection as an ROI at his old ages which in this centuary hardly a few can be you be contended to let him rest in peace