Appa it's been one month and 29 days since you are gone. I still wake up in the morning thinking this is a nightmare and you are not really gone . At night I look at the sky and make a wish on the brightest star I see and I believe it is you. When you were gone my grief became so overwhelming and suffocating that on numerous occasions I was convinced that I took was dying. My heart was so heavy and the pain is unbearable . U always say that u wont let your daughter cry . But now I am crying everynight thinking of you . U know how much I love you . And now more than that I miss I still cannot accept that you are gone. How can u do this to us paa? U didn't even let us to see your face at last. As a 18years girl how can endure this pain. How can I live without you 😭. Plsss paa... I still call your number every day's to hear your voice . I still waiting for you to call me and ask "thusha ma Enna seiringa saaptingala nu keka" pls paa one time i just want to see your face and hug you paa pls come to us. Without you my life became so dark , and hopeless I dk now what to do because I lived with a mind set "that you won't leave us you will be with me till my whole life . But now No one is there to ask me Enna ma. Saaptiya odambuku epdi iruku 😭😭😭 love you . Appa come back to me paa your daughter missing u. Alot.