You always say that you don't only have four kids, but 3 more in France. You always say that you have such special attachments toward me, that we have like a mother-son relationship. For me you are not just a mother, you are like a temple for me. You always have that sweet smile, that sweet way to talk, that sweet way of angry moments when i take too much time to call you. You are such a special person, not only for you kids that you have raised in a perfect manner, but also for me. A loving person like you will never be found anywhere else. I lost someone so special, I will have so much regrets... I Wanted to share every good moments with you, you are the main reason for my desire to come to Srilanka... I wanted to hear you smiling, I wanted to share mother-son love because you have enough hearth to love 7 children and more. I am sad because in my message i shoud have written "said" instead of "say", i shoud have written "had" instead of "have", i shoud have written "were" instead of "are". But i don't want to talk with past sentence because whether it was in past or not, i Love you mamy, I will always love you mamy, I will never forget you. I hope you will continu watching and keep an eye on us all, i will always think about you and ask for your blessings. Take care of Ramanan matchan. Loving message from your fifth son, Ragul.