Dear Dadda, I hope you know how much we all miss you. Spending these fifteen years with you has been amazing and I may have not spent every single day beside you, but every moment I did was so beautiful and it breaks? my heart into pieces to sit here having to write this message for you, but I just want you to know how much I love ❤️ and miss you. Every day I go through all the photos I have with you and ask God why he had and to take you away from us. I’m sitting here crying ?thinking how much I miss you and your big smile?. Dadda you always had the biggest smile and it always made everyone so happy and a heart made of gold?. I miss holding your hand and making you walk, asking you to do silly things, going grocery shopping with you and so much more. I loved when you would come to pick us all up from school and go to the mall so we could buy McDonald’s and buy new clothes. I especially miss waiting for classes to end and quickly getting ready to come to stay with you at home. Every time you tell amma that you would see me coming through the window it made me happy that you would keep thinking of me. I wish I could go back in time and make each moment we spent together even more meaningful. If I had the chance right now I wouldn’t waste another minute being lazy and not helping you. I miss when we were young and you would take us out to do the shopping and you would sing songs in the car with us. Thank you ?? so much Dadda for making us have such a memorable, fun, and meaningful childhood. I miss everything about you Dadda and words can’t explain how much you mean to me. Thank you ?? Dadda for giving me the faith I have today, you always made me feel strong and always made me happy. I wish that you were here right now so we can relive all our treasured memories over and over again. (Part two of my message continued...)