Part I have huge regrets that it was too late for me to share what I know about Yoga with Amma before she developed Alzheimer’s. I am troubled by guilt that I was far away and didn't take pains and wasn't near enough to look after her - although she was so well looked after by Manu and Nicola and their dedicated staff at the Rutland Care Home where she was resident in her last years; gratitude is what I feel for the kind hearts who looked after her in her most vulnerable years. Amma was blessed with 15 grandchildren and 7 great grandchildren. What brings a smile to my face and joy to my heart, which I will never forget, is her special way of kissing - where she puts her nose on the body and inhales - you could feel her love in that instant. The thought that Amma is no more is heart-breaking but I am also at peace that she is in a good place now and through the power of meditation and prayer I can and will pray for her - it's a great feeling of strength that comes from Yoga and my deep faith - a reassurance that her soul will merge with the Supreme - and my prayers would endure throughout. Usha S Sri Skanda Rajah